I read a book about the evolution but all fish, birds, animals, and humans appear complete and without evolutionary transitions in the fossil record 

The theory of big bang without Goddesses and Gods is impossible because of the laws of friction which means everything everywhere cannot keep moving forever. Therefore, in the beginning, everything everywhere was motionless. The laws of friction is real and the theory of big bang by itself is a figurative language 

In the beginning, Goddesses and Gods were motionless but were intelligent enough to know how to move for the first time. For example, if there were only a few different kinds of shapes inside one color, therefore, this one color was not intelligent enough to know how to move for the first time but if there were like zillions of different kinds of shapes inside one color, therefore, this one color was intelligent enough to know how to move for the first time. To be clear, none or not enough of shapes means unwise 

The logical answer is that at the beginning which only the ones who were motionless but already have plenty of different kinds of shapes which they were enabled to be wise to know how to move for the first time then created the universe.

I think there was more than one Goddess or God at the beginning which I do not know how many Goddesses and Gods there were. That is why I like to say many Goddesses and Gods created the universe together.

Goddess and God are only one color which I believe that they are together inside one color. For example, the color of brown cannot be changed to other colors or enter other colors to be a different color. Nobody including Goddesses and Gods can create a color of brown. Therefore the color of brown is eternal. Before the universe was created the color of brown was there, today and forever. All other colors are eternal too. If you think color can be changed to another color but that is only an illusion. All colors never change.

Nobody can be all colors but only one color because no one can enter another color to be a different color. Everyone is stuck with their own one color forever. I can see many colors but it does not mean I am many colors because I can see many colors from the borderline of one color without being them. I remain to be one color forever without being many colors. To be clear, from all eternity past I was one color and today I am one color and will be one color forever.

One color is real and eternal. You should not imagine Goddess or God like the rainbow colors that are everywhere. Because nobody can be everywhere including Goddess and God. For one color cannot be everywhere. One color means one location, not every location. Nobody can be more than one color, therefore, nobody can be the rainbow colors.

I can not see inside myself to know what color I am because the one color is invisible. I am the invisible one color. For example, the air is invisible. The air has color but I can not see the color of air. Likewise, I am one color but I can not see the color of myself.

The colors of bones, flesh, and blood can be tricky to my sight which they are not the real person. They are just like the house which I am inside and around it. I am the invisible one color somewhere inside the house of bones, flesh, and blood. The bones, flesh, and blood are just foods or soil. I can not become the foods I ate because I am stuck with my own one color forever. 

If the bones happen to be black color instead of white color but I will not be the black color. And if the skin happens to be brown color instead of tan color but I will not be the brown color. And if the blood happens to be purple color instead of red color but I will not be the purple color. Because I am stuck with my own one color which I am never the colors of bones, skin, blood. I will be lying if I say I am the bones, skin, and blood. That is why I have to say I am one color who is invisible somewhere inside the bones, skin, and blood.

When the house that one color lives in get older then the one color may leave the decaying house and be reincarnated into a baby (new house) inside or outside of womb of a woman. The one color who is always in the same size which never increases or decreases in size and it can become very thin that can enter any baby. But Sometime the one color may not come inside a baby again which it prefers to be a wandering ghost without any reincarnation. It is always best not to enter any baby again because we may do not want to suffer again. For the earthly life is tough so let us leave the earth in peace as ghosts

One color or spirit or ghost means the same thing

Most of us including the animals may be reincarnated. Some of us may not always reincarnate into other babies which we may go to another place instead. 

I know that many people at the churches talked about death but they do not talk about one color. I have not seen anyone talk about the one color except in the Gnostic book. When I think of Goddess or God then I always view him or her who is one color forever. 

Let me say that again, in the beginning everything everywhere was motionless because of the laws of friction. The one color who was motionless but there were plenty of different kinds of shape inside that one color which enabled to be wise which knew how to move for the first time. It is the same story with the other colors. The only ones (colors) that had plenty of different kinds of shapes which were wise enough to know how to move were called Goddesses and Gods. 

Whether we know or not, we are Goddesses and Gods inside one color ourselves but we are not all powerful Goddesses and Gods because of pains or numb or inadequate pleasure. However, before the universe was created by us which we were all powerful Goddesses and Gods because there were no pains or numb or inadequate pleasure. We became powerless after the universe was created by us because we are not fully immune to the pains, numb and inadequate pleasure yet but we will be. We used to see inside of one color ourselves but not anymore. For now we can only see things outside instead of inside ourselves which that is why we do not realize that we are Goddesses and Gods inside the one color ourselves. 

We can not see inside ourselves but there are still Goddesses and Gods who are inside us to see everything for us. We can not see inside ourselves but when Goddesses and Gods who are inside us get well again then they will help us to see inside ourselves again. I believe that will happen in the near future when all of the pains, numb and inadequate pleasure turn back to perfect pleasure again. 

Goddesses and Gods cannot be all colors but one. Nobody can be all colors. A sight of everything else means nothing to me because I prefer to see inside myself instead of seeing things outside of myself. I can not see inside myself to know what color I am but at least I know that I am one color, not all colors. I believe I will see inside myself again later as I will be healed from pain, numb and inadequate pleasure in the future like after death or so.

I think I am a determinist. What I mean is that I think that before the universe was created, Goddesses and Gods were all powerful but sometime later after they moved for the first time then they lost their powers during the process of creating the universe. They became powerless because the perfect pleasures were changed into the numb, pain and inadequate pleasure. But the pain, numb and inadequate pleasure cannot last forever which they are only temporary. Since Goddesses and Gods lost their powers, therefore, everything everywhere in the universe including Goddesses and Gods are determined. There is no free will for Goddesses and Gods for a while which everything in the universe is going to be motionless again. That is called determinism. We may think that Goddesses and Gods still have the free will but that is an illusion.

But it is most likely that before the universe was created which the Goddesses and Gods already predicted that they will become weak and powerless but they will get well again and after that they will be 100 percent immune to the pain, numb, inadequate pleasure. Then they will recreate the universe again which there will be a happy ending without any pain, numb or inadequate pleasure anywhere. For example, a child who got sick with the chicken pox disease but when get well again then that child will be immune to that disease. Likewise, Goddesses and Gods will be immune to all pains, numb and inadequate pleasure forever

Did you know that the Bible is a religion of determinism? For example, there were so some predictions in the bible and they were fulfilled accuracy. If there is no determination, therefore, there will be no prediction. It has to be determined before any prediction can be made. As long as Goddesses and Gods do not have the free will, therefore, everything everywhere in the universe is determined. That is why there were so some predictions in the bible. 

I am sure that it is not only in the bible which there were some fortune tellers who were able to make any predictions and they exact happened . Any true psychic people can predict the future. I remember the story of Saul in the bible which he met a fortune teller who is a lady and she told him that he and his sons will die in the battle the next day and it came true. 

The bottom line is that if there is no determination, therefore, there is no prediction. We all are determined without free will until we get healed from the pain, numb and inadequate pleasure. 

Since everything everywhere are determined without any free will, therefore, all of us are innocent. Goddesses and Gods lost their powers due to the natural cause of pain, numb and inadequate pleasure. It was not due to the bad or good behaviors of Goddesses and Gods but just the natural cause. Which they are not immune to the pains, numb and inadequate pleasure yet but will be in the end. It is natural for pleasure to change to numb, pain and inadequate pleasure but only last for a short time then go back to perfect pleasure again.

The pain can not last forever which it is natural for the pain to give up and become a pleasure again and will last forever. It is the same with numb and inadequate pleasure. I am sure that Goddesses and Gods are confident in that.

I do not take the whole bible literally. Sometimes I like to try to interpret what it means. According to the story of the bible which I think from the story of Genesis to Revelation is determined. I think Goddesses and Gods became determined sometime before Adam and Eve were created. Which that is why Goddesses and Gods were unable to make Adam and Eve perfect. If Adam and Eve were perfect then they will not make a deadly mistake. 

When Goddesses and Gods became sick by pains, numb and inadequate pleasure, therefore, everything in the universe is out of control. It is all Goddesses and Gods' fault but it was due to natural causes, not bad behaviors. What I mean is that the perfect pleasure turned into pain, numb, inadequate pleasure without any bad behavior. 

I think some stories of Genesis may be in figurative languages. For example, the serpent in the Genesis story may be interpreted as a male human. In the new testament of the Bible, the men were called the serpents. There may be more humans than just Adam and Eve on earth at that time. In the book of Genesis 3:15 which it says about the offspring (children) of the serpent. If the serpent will have children therefore, the serpent must be interpreted as a male human. Therefore according to the Bible, Goddesses and Gods may have created other humans than just Adam and Eve. 

Many people at the churches may disagree and say it is not about the physical offspring of the serpent because they want to deny that there were other humans than Adam and Eve.

Genesis 1:26 stated that God said let us make humans in our images. If Adam and Eve were in their images then why did the religious people think God is sexless or male alone? That is nonsense. This verse clearly showed that God is male and the other God is female or in other words, God and Goddess. 

It does not make sense to me that many people at the churches taught that the Jews evolved to black or white people on the earth because I think if Adam and Eve were Jews, therefore, they will always be Jews. If the black or white people evolved from the Jews but why the Jews are still here. There should be no more of Jews but only black or white people? Likewise, if the humans evolved from the apes then why there are still apes? Likewise, if the lizards evolved from the snakes but why there are still snakes? Etc.... Therefore according to the Bible, Goddesses and Gods may have created the Jews, Black, Asian and White people at the same time so there will be different races on earth.

The pope and nuns are childless. Jesus taught his followers not to have children. In the book of Luke 23:29 which he said it is blessed to be childless. Also according to the book of Matthew 19:12 which he supported men who were childless. I encourage people not to have children because of overpopulation with a lot of sufferings. Jesus is a very gifted man. 

There are a few things about Jesus that religious people do not tell you. For example in the book of Matthew 9:13 which Jesus said do not believe in sacrifice but only love. But it is the religious people who want you to believe in sacrifice for the forgiveness of sins. The sacrifice is not necessary after all because you can just forgive (love) yourself according to Jesus's words. If you love yourself, therefore, you will also love other people too. 

Jesus may say that the fire means cleaning not suffering. In the book of Mark 9:49 which he said everyone will be salted with fire. Does that mean everyone will be suffered by the fire? Of course not. It is a metaphor which means everyone will be cleaned with salt and fire. It is not a good idea to preach about the fire in the wrong way to confuse people. Fire may not be a bad word. The words in the Bible can be translated in the wrong way by men.

Although I mentioned some verses from the bible but I do not recommend you to read the Bible on a daily basis because I think the Bible is the most misunderstood book in the world. Because if anything that was written a very long time ago then it could be called a legend or lost in translation.

It is good to be healthy by being a vegan or pesco vegan and childless. If you have to eat meat then try to eat seafood instead because most of the land animals feel more pains than marine animals. If you eat more cows, therefore, the farmer will breed more cows. Do not allow any farmer to breed more cows because all cows can feel pains.

If cows feel more pains than chicken then try to eat chicken instead and if chicken feels pains more than fish then eat fish instead. I am pesco vegan.

If every newborn baby can feel pain then it is not a good idea to have a baby. Everyone can feel pain either in small or big so it is always best to stay in bed at all times. For example, if I run then I will feel more pain than just walking. And if I play football then I will feel more pain than just playing golf. All pains are wrong and not fun. We should try to avoid the pains if possible. I know I do not stay in bed 24 hours a day but I need to learn to stay in bed more often. We should learn from the bears because they can hibernate up to 7 months without eating or drinking. It is oblivious that the bears feel a lot fewer pains than us. Let us take a rest more often. 

I do not think there is a male human who is God alone inside one color. It is more likely that there are two persons inside one color who are female human as Goddess and male human as God. It is the same thing with animals, fish, insects, and plants. I am not talking about earthy skin, bones, and blood as a house but one color (spirit). I believe that not only people who are spirits but animals, fish, insects, and plants are spirits too.

We are spirits that created the universe together because we wanted to have a planet so we can walk or swim. When we created the earth then we lost the perfect pleasure then we put the makeup colors of skin, bones, and blood to cover us by mistaken. They are just the makeup colors that are not real persons. Our spirits became invisible to us when we put the makeup colors on us. We became blind to ourselves which we can not see inside ourselves because the perfect pleasure turned into pains, numb and inadequate pleasure. That is why our spirits became invisible and only the makeup colors are visible. The death may have happened shortly after we created the Earth. Although we became blind to our one color (spirits) but Goddesses and Gods are still inside us to take care of us. What I mean is that when Goddesses and Gods get healed from inadequate pleasure, numb and pain in the future then they will open our eyes which we will be able to see inside ourselves again.

During the ancient time which we knew that the colors of skin, bones, and blood are not the real person which they are just like houses that we are inside them but we forgot who we are when we reincarnated. Our memories of past life are forgotten but we will remember our past life again. When all pains, numb and inadequate pleasure give up and turn back to perfect pleasure again then that is when Goddesses and Gods will be all powerful again and restore all of our memories of the past life which we will see inside ourselves again.

The reincarnation is not what Goddesses and Gods want and they can not do anything about it until they get well again. The pains, numb and inadequate pleasure affected the minds of Goddesses and Gods which is why they do not know how to move on their own anymore. But they have to wait until they turn back to perfect pleasure which will help the minds to know how to move again. That will happen soon in the future because all pains and numb cannot last forever and it is natural for them to give up soon. We all will be 100 percent immune to all pains, numb and inadequate pleasure forever. Which there will be a happy ending for everyone including the animals, fish, insects, and plants.

I can not be all colors (colors of skin, bones, and blood) but one color. Since I can not be the colors of skin, bones, and blood, therefore, I must be one color who may become thinner than atoms and was reincarnated into a baby in the womb. However, I hope that I will not be reincarnated again this time because I want to leave the earth in peace. If someone says I am all colors, therefore, that person is lying and refuse to admit that one color is real. Reincarnation is a mystery because one color is invisible but I only use my logical way to believe in the reincarnation. I must be the invisible one color somewhere from inside the head to arms, hands, legs, and feet without being the skin, bones, and blood. You do not have to believe everything I say which you can remain agnostic. I think being childless, vegan or pesco-vegan and agnostic is still great.

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